For you, the sun will be shining

songbird <3

we'll do the things that lovers do

In time you'll see it's going better than ever
I will love you better.

La Beauté Est Terreur

I want to live in Paris for a few months and have romance with you.

Morning Elegance

We drink wine and smoke cigarettes
Until the Sun whispers 'good morning'
We hide from her under silk sheets
We hide away until our next dawning.

''I like who we are when we are around us.''

I wouldn't have it any other way.

Looks can be decieving

'She may have the face of beauty, but the real beauty, the honesty of what you need is inside, looks are just a meer first time attraction. You need someone who is fun. Someone who is relaxed. Someone who is full of laughter. Someone who is themselves and no one ele. Someone like me.'

Slowly getting better

Yes, it really is. I can feel it.

Brink Of Extinction

Sorry I have not posted in a long, long time. I don't know why I havn't been bothered to, but never mind, we have a post now. Maybe it's because I have been on half term break, although I havn't been exceptionally busy. It's probably just because I am lazy.

So, half term has been alright. Kicked off with a day spent at Rory's with adventures in the woods. I met Sir David Attenbourgh on Tuesday, he is a very nice man. On Thursday I went on another adventure to the New Forrest which was quite fun, although a very big horse followed us for ages which kind of freaked me out. Last night I went to Charlie's Welcome Home/18th party, it was pretty good but would have been better if I drank. I also have a burn on my boob as Chloe flicked her cigarette and it went down my top and into my bra...ouch is all I can say. We then had casual nightime drive all over Basingstoke with Chloe as she passed her test, yay! Tonight shall be fun, getting drunk at Chloe's house to celebrate Halloween, even though we're not actually celebrating the dead we are just using it as an excuse to get drunk. Tomorrow, the last day of the holidays shall be quite nice I think. I am going out for a nice lunch with the Cole family and it will be nice to meet the various brothers and sisters who I havn't met before, I just hope I don't get a very bad hangover.

Jacobs Creek

I had a nice little gathering at my house last night with some of my favourite people. Mainly consisted of me getting drunk too quickly whilst everyone else drank tea, except Ben who got drunk with me in the end (B.P 4 lyf). It also consisted of tea making, crisp eating, cigarette smoking, one big polaroid, petty debates and singing away to E.L.O and Arctic Monkeys.


Tonight I will most definatly be on the wine again as I am going to Kim's 18th fancy dress party. I still have no idea what to wear and I have approximetly seven hours to decide, wish me luck. It should be a good night and I'm spending it with some friends who I don't see that often which I'm really looking forward too. Anyway, I will probably post something tomorrow.

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having a slight shaken confidence does not feel nice.

Cold Shoulder...

I really really hate it.

Rock lips

I think I have found the perfect christmas present for Rory, just need to save money and he will be a very happy boy. I love buying people gifts I know they will love, just feels nice when you give it too them. Christmas this year is going to be amazing at the Aldoori's, sheisha on Christmas will be good.

Today was a nice day. Random drives in Max's car to garages to pick up cigarettes with loud dupstep is always fun, although his car door slamming on my ankel is never fun. I really need to send off for my provisional licence and book some lessons, I think I should add that to my to-do list.

Things To Accomplish

Write my personal statement.
Save some of my money.
Buy nice clothes.
Use frees to do college work.
Get a nice hair cut.
Buy a good winter coat, hat, scarf etc.
Focus more in classes.
Not to be a push-over anymore.
See old school friends more often.
Have more gatherings at my house.
Do all the UCAS things needed to do.
SEND OFF PROVISIONAL LICENCE AND BOOK LESSONS.
Find someones I.D to pass off as my own otherwise I will be a recluse until 23rd August 2010.
Not to bottle up my feelings.
Read The Secret History, The Rime Of The Ancient Mariner and A Doll's House three times.
Not to use the internet on my phone, adds money on my bill.
Not to worry so much about insignificant things.
Not to waste money on food and coffee.

Better?

Last night was a good night I must say. I had a very enjoyable Katsu curry at with Rory and then a funny night at Freddie's house with some top people. I like it when I don't get overly drunk and can just laugh at the others who are more drunk than others (hint Ben and Freddie). The night mostly consisted of beer, vodka shots, wine shots, wine stealing, cigarette smoking, pizza making and singing our hearts out to classics like Total Eclipse Of The Heart.


I think things are changing for the better, after last night and I think everything will be as it once was...hopefully.

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I awoke today feeling pretty rough after a pretty good night out for Sinead's and Zac's military themed birthday. It was a cheap night and I got pretty merry which is always good. Today it's mine and Rory's 6 months and I am feeling a wagamamas to celebrate the occasion. 6 months has gone pretty quickly, it's quite amazing really how time flies when you're truly having fun. We're then heading up to Freddies house afterwards for another chilled night of drink and cigarettes, nights like those are sometimes better than a hectic party. I am looking forward to tonight but definatly not tomorrow for work.

Football Crazy

I had a pretty nice day. I only had two lessons at college today which was lovely I then watched this wonder boy Rory (pictured above) and Ben and Freddie have a little game of football, it was pretty funny. I feel absolutely horrid right now but I'm getting all dressed up for Zac and Sineads 18th Military themed party, should be a good night. Tomorrow should be a lovely day as it's mine and Rory's 6 months, I think we are seeing toy story 3d which should be amazing, then a typical drunk night at Freddies. Pretty good weekend lines up I think.

Love Poem

Beyond watching eyes
With sweet and tender kiss
Our souls reached out
In breathless wonder

And when I awoke
From a vast and smiling peace
I found you bathed in morning light
Quietly studying
All the messages on my phone



- Banksy.

Experience

I have been sat at my computer for just over 2 hours emailing various magazines to try and get a little bit of work experience to fill up my personal statement and to hopefully help me on my way to a good university. I think I need to leave the computer for a while, my eyesight is going fuzzy.

Welcome Home

This morning at 07:05 my dear kitty kat finally came home, I was so happy :)

Today as been a general doss day. I started college at 10.15 went to my film studies lesson, watched Metropolis then I was finshed for the day at 11.30. I sure do love Wednesdays. I then pretty much hung at the smokers pen/cafe from 11.30 to 3.30 just with friends being chilled and having a laugh. Then I got home and went to Yasamines house for a few hours which is always fun. That is pretty much my day until now, I'm currently trying to sort of my personal statement. I really hate doing this. Au Revouir x

''My heart as dry as dust''

It is currently 16:50 and I am trying to attempt my personal statement. It's a extremely difficult and irritating process, trying to basically sell yourself so you can get the future you desire. Wish me luck.

Today was an average day. I awoke being very worried as my little kitty cat Mally has been missing since Sunday night but I was reassured today he could be okay as his food bowl was empty when I got home. I really hope he is okay. I know he is only a cat but he does have a very unique personality. Lessons were generally pretty boring today, although I did enjoy quite enjoy English Literature today studying The Rime Of The Ancient Mariner by Samuel Taylor Coleridge. I just particulary liked the quote 'My heart as dry as dust', just a nice similie I think. Tonight should be wonderful however, a nice catch up with my old school friends at Nandos, I'm sure many laughs will be had.

Until I write again....


Oh, and I wish my dear Rory to get better after his eyes have gone bad and he had to go to hospital. Hopefully, he won't have to become a real pirate with an eye patch (although he does like pirates so he may like and want to wear a patch) ''arghh me hearties''

School Days

I do miss my school days. I don't think I see enough of my old school friends as I should, especially as all of them except one go to the same college as me. But I know, well I hope, that they realise they will always be my friends even if I don't see them on a day to day basis. Luckily, I'm going out for a catch up meal with the majority of the girls in the above photo, which I'm looking forward to very much.

Good Afternoon

Hello, my name is Erin. I have decided to create a blog. I don't really know what will come of this. I will probably post things I have done on a day to day basis but we will have to wait and see. I don't know if anyone will even read this but nevermind, it can just be a sort of diary and when I am old I can look back on this blog, on my youth, and smile.